Self-pity was dragging me down but I think I found the antedote

Last week I wrote about feeling guilty that I’m not doing enough. About struggling to follow the message I received to “Relax and enjoy.” In retrospect, I feel like that might have been self-pity. I really can't stand self-pity, especially in myself. It makes me kind of throw up in my mouth a bit. The … Continue reading Self-pity was dragging me down but I think I found the antedote

Meditation is such a great opportunity to beat yourself up

At the end of my guided meditation, the voice says, "Let go of the focus on your breath and let your mind be free." Pretty much every day, my reaction is, “Way ahead of you, man.” My mind has been wandering all over the place while I’m "supposed" to be focusing on my breath. I … Continue reading Meditation is such a great opportunity to beat yourself up

I hear the message “Relax and enjoy” but I don’t know what to do about it

guiltYou know when you keep getting the same message from multiple sources? For a couple of weeks, I kept getting “Relax and enjoy”. I heard it during meditation, and from important people in my life. But how to do it? I’ve pondered this over the past couple of weeks, even though I’m pretty sure over-thinking … Continue reading I hear the message “Relax and enjoy” but I don’t know what to do about it

A detailed description of one Christian’s daily meditation practice

As I've written about previously, I practice meditation daily. And, I aim to do it in a way that is consistent with the teachings of the Bible. Here's a detailed description of what my practice looks like after two years. I'd love to hear your thoughts or questions if you have any! When My more … Continue reading A detailed description of one Christian’s daily meditation practice

The cruelty of “How are you”

My friend used to ask me, “How are you?” all the time. She’d ask me Every. Day. “Good morning! How are you?” Ugh. It was the worst. What kind of question is that, anyway? “How are you.” What’s with that? Is she seriously expecting an answer? How does one even respond to such an inane … Continue reading The cruelty of “How are you”